Finally the internet is back! Last week was a mix of everything. I was down yet happy. I was sick yet I had fun. I had freedom yet I craved for attention. I was jealous, I was angry, I felt dumb, I felt like some desperate person, I felt like dying yet everything just made me stronger.

At times, I wondered is it worth it?
Cause in the end, everything is just a cycle and it just goes round and round endlessly just in a different way and with different people. Exhausting. Physically and mentally.

So I graduated with a Diploma in Digital Media last Tuesday and I can still remember that I didn’t hold my roll when taking the photo. How blur! Blehhh. I fell very ill that day too and I slept at Gelare while the rest were enjoying their ice-creams and waffles.

The internet was down so I started watching all the past movies I got from my friends. Saw3 was gross and I often paused the movie and played solitaire for a short while before continue watching it. I don’t have Saw4 but I have Saw5! Can someone pass me if you have pleaseeeeee. I started watching Prison Break too. hahah I am a very slow person but oh well… better than nothing right?

Met up with my secondary friends too to celebrate Xueqi’s birthday on Thursday at Waraku! I didn’t seen Bee Yan and Charissa for years! Finally I met Xinyan too! My bestfriend who I was once so so close with. Perhaps she is one of the few people I regretted drifting apart during the O level period. Even now I have this indescribable sour feeling in me. I can’t help telling myself that I was supposed to be in that group all along and I blamed myself on how things were, then and now. From a close friend to an acquaintance.

Somehow I think I am a very jealousy person and perhaps many friendships were lost due to it. But again, I am one who keeps things to myself. Even if I really don’t like it or I am not in the wrong, I will still choose to avoid it and walk away. Ya I am an escapist. haha I don’t like flirts too! Shame on you people seriously, especially those who are attached. Ya you reading this, I am warning you too! HAH

Ok back to the topic, Sunday was supposed to have picnic with the peeps at Botanical Garden. We bought the food at PS Carrefour before heading off. I was already on bus 7 with them when I decided to go find Nut at his place. So I ended up slacking at his place for hours and meet the peeps when they were done, for dinner and Starbucks.
I want picnic! You owe me one, boyfriend! Bad boy! ):<

Life's great when there's internet (:
but but but Fernando Torres just got married recently! ):